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I LOVE this book. It’s inspired me to further heights!
Emma Thompson

Sex Drive: On the Road to a Pleasure Revolution

Stephanie Theobald
Status: Published
Publication date: 18.10.2018
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    Dimensions: 198 × 129mm. Pages: 304.

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I LOVE this book. It’s inspired me to further heights!
Emma Thompson

Arriving in New York with a failing relationship and a body she felt out of touch with, Stephanie Theobald set off on a 3,497-mile trip across America to rebuild her orgasm from the ground up. What started as a quest for the ultimate auto-erotic experience became a fantastic voyage into her own body.

 

She takes us from ‘body sex’ classes with the rockstar feminist legend Betty Dodson to a weekend with the first African American Surgeon General Joycelyn Elders, fired by President Clinton for suggesting that masturbation should be talked about in high schools. Along the way, we are immersed in a countercultural America of marijuana lollipops, alien pleasure churches and ‘ecosexual’ sexologists.

 

Sex Drive is a memoir about desire, pleasure and loss, merging sexuality and spirituality, eighteenth-century porn and French Enlightenment philosophy. A new sexual revolution has begun – and this time, women are in the driving seat.

 

‘Few people write about sex with as much energy as Stephanie Theobald. Her writing on desire, masturbation, sex and female empowerment is funny and fearless. Sex Drive might just be the ride of your life.’ Clover Stroud, author of The Wild Other

 

CHAPTER ONE

Meeting Pinky Tuscadero

There are eleven women stark naked in a room in a New York apartment. Ten of us are lying with our legs spread, a metal dildo in our vagina, a purring vibrator on our clitoris and our left hands stroking our breasts which glisten with almond oil. “Your left hand is your lover,” the naked 87-year-old lady barks as she patrols the room with her own massive vibrator that sounds like a cement mixer and resembles an old fashioned kitchen device.

It’s mid-January and I’ve flown back to New York to try and perfect my orgasms with the help of the narcotics detective. Let’s call her “Virginia”. Her office in Queens is called the “Organized Crime Bureau of the NYPD” and going there feels as exciting as being in an episode of The Wire. Yet even though I have now popped my all-time fantasy (sex under a desk with an American woman in a corporate location) I didn’t come. I’m convinced now that there’s something wrong with me. Am I too tense? Is there something wrong with my wiring? Am I too stuck in my head?

In between bouts of sex where I take ages to come, I worry that I should be doing some journalism work. That’s how I end up at Betty Dodson’s women-only masturbation master class. I discover that Betty has revived the famous “Body Sex” classes she created in the 1970s. A pioneering renegade described as one of the “early feminists” by Gloria Steinem, and as a “misguided career masturbator” by Germaine Greer, Dodson wrote the world’s only best seller about masturbation. Sex For One, originally self-published in 1973, came out of Betty’s observation during her orgy years in the 1960s that many women were faking orgasm. It was an insight that launched her on a lifetime’s crusade.

When I go round to her apartment one freezing January afternoon for a preliminary interview, I meet a woman with a mouth like a sailor and the easy manner of a wisecracking Scorsese character. She looks amazing for her age. More 67 than 87. Her secret, she quips, is: “masturbation, pot and raw garlic.”

She explains that today’s young women are way more at sea about their bodies than their 1970s counterparts. "Most of them haven't even seen their genitals in a mirror. You show 'em and they go 'eek!' Or 'ugh!'"

I’ve done some wacky journalistic assignments in my time: taken the Amazonian hallucinogenic Ayahuasca, attended a “goddess workshop” in Wales and a Black Mass in Paris but Betty’s master class takes the biscuit. I say I’d love to come to the next one and ask her why she keeps doing them. She looks at me like I’m an idiot. “The sounds, the sights, the smells,” she says. “Women are so beautiful: fat, skinny, one tit gone. No wonder I keep doing it. Why do you think I look so good?”

And yet, down here on the carpet, I’m having some performance anxiety. It’s finale time on Day Two where, having learned the nuts and bolts of our genitals, we are now expected to masturbate to orgasm together. We’ve only been going about thirty seconds and Maria, the Spanish lawyer, has come already. This is followed by a cry from Ingrid, the vet from Norway, who begins to climax with a soft, musical moaning as if she’s auditioning for an Emmanuelle movie. Do women really make that sound when they come? Clearly they do. Spain and Norway have come and the only other European person in the room is me. Betty’s logic is that I should be next in line. “Come on, London!” she roars. “Fake it!”

Yesterday wasn’t without its pressures either. I arrive late at the rent-controlled apartment on Madison Avenue where Betty has lived since 1962 and glimpse women of varying shapes and sizes sitting naked in the next room. It feels like an X-rated Tupperware party. There’s no offer of a dressing room so I just strip in the hallway and go into the main room lined with glass dildos and Betty’s drawings of erotic coupling and 11 naked women sitting in a circle. Betty tells us we are reenacting an ancient ritual of women sitting together and sharing experiences. Luckily, she doesn’t use that cringy new spiritual speak about “mindfulness” and “soul connection”. She says, “When you look around the circle, you let go of the bullshit image they pump into the market place with the fashion magazines and the Hollywood movies and the fuckless porn. The biggest problem for women is our body image and it starts with our vulvas. We think - all of us - that there’s something wrong with them.”

It’s taking a while for us to see through the bullshit image. From a Rubenesque student to a Sandra Bullock look-alike and Maria the Spanish girl with her legs confidently splayed, we’re all taking sneaky peaks at each other’s pubic and breast areas.

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