By David Henningham

A haunting experimental novel set on the Essex coast during the Cold War.

1 — Kittiwake

‘There never was a future for alchemy, not while we could transmute base instincts into gold.’ That’s what de la Cour said to me. ‘Alchemists were too ambitious. But take the men in ballistics. They take the same lead the alchemists did and, merely by firing it into some poor sod on the battlefield, they fill their banks to bursting with solid gold.’

This was going to take longer than anticipated. Commandant de la Cour kept going off on tangents. He wandered about his office, pausing at his desk to crack hazelnuts with a tarnished steel nutcracker, a simple sloppy hinge, but he never returned to his point. It was as if his thoughts came out of the nuts.

He plucked a lead musket ball from his desk and held it up to the light for me to examine but, as I approached, he snatched it down to his chest, squeezing the musket ball tight in his fist.

‘It takes a supernova to make gold ordinarily,’ he said. ‘Did you know that? The languid death of a modest star like our sun just won’t do the trick. But with a little puff of gunpowder energy, the men in ballistics achieve the same, here, on terra firma.’

A little toss, then de la Cour carefully placed the flat face of the musket ball, the face that remembers its discharge, back on the desk. It sat at rest among half a dozen pieces of corroded shot, as celestial bodies might while Euclid slept.

‘Colonel Gregory told me I would be seconded to the firing ranges, sir?’ I said. ‘Under Major Edulis?

‘I know what they will have told you,' de la Cour said dismissively. 'But our business here at Shoeburyness is debunking ballistics. Finding out just how far and fast something will really go, and what it will accomplish when it gets there. Take this, for example.’

With one hand, he took from the desk a small damp piece of cast steel, so dense I was obliged to receive it with both hands. There was a dent in the middle the size of a golf ball. He rocked on the balls of his feet. ‘One would have expected a bit more damage than that,’ he said, ‘if one were to believe the manufacturer’s claims. Right now I’ve got half a dozen men mudlarking off Foulness Island, retrieving bits of their prototype. Another assault on the public purse has been repelled.

‘This! – however – is what we’re aiming for,’ he said, crossing the room to remove a piece of steel plate from the wall where it hung proudly among watercolours and photographs of men posing with ordnance, as if for magazine advertisements. ‘Guess the range on that one, corporal,’ he said, returning to me and swapping it for the dented one.

He leaned back against the front of his desk. There was a “crack” and he picked through the ruins of the shell on his palm for the kernel. I held the steel up to the light, half an inch thick with an esplanade of seven holes in it. Of course I have no idea about such things so, for no particular reason, I thought of the distance between my flat in London and the parade of shops.

‘Thirty yards?’

‘Thirty yards!’ he laughed. ‘Closer to a hundred. You might have seen those in action during the War.’


There were plenty more pieces of trophy steel and silver photographs hanging from the wall. De la Cour uncrossed his ankles and levered himself up from the edge of the desk, leading me by the elbow to admire them.

‘Our patron saint,’ he said, tapping a picture of a portly man in a top hat, stood next to a small tripod. Another much larger version of that tripod enclosed them, as one might see in a stained glass window, a tiny version of the church one is standing in resting on its patron saint’s arm.

‘William Hale, here, was a self-taught inventor. Colchester born and bred. He came down here to Shoeburyness to test these revolutionary stickless war-rockets. Lieutenant-Colonel Shrapnel followed in his footsteps and the upshot was there isn't a window pane in the parish that predates eighteen-sixty-one.’

De la Cour proudly indicated another of the Old Gunnery School's old boys, a gastropodic gun christened "Big Will". It looked like something between a church bell and a diving bell, riveted to the extreme front of a pair of rocking horse runners. A bored gunner stood in front for scale. 

De la Cour, tapped a neighbouring photograph. ‘This eighty-tonner always reminds me of a Madonna and Child.’ One vast gun was mounted on a railway sleigh with a tiny cannon parked in front. De la Cour’s sentiment transformed the loitering, bearded gunner into Joseph – made of different stuff to his wife and son. A ram-rod made out of the best part of a tree was laid in front.

I glanced back at Big Will and imagined it rocking back and forth after firing, an untuned ringing, nodding without sense like a shell-shocked imbecile. I was becoming fascinated.

‘And this one, sir?’ I asked, pointing to a gun that hung like a puppet from a cradle of pulleys and cables as it was lifted from a boat.

‘A hundred tonner! You have a good eye, corporal,' he chuckled. 'See that barge? The Gog, "gathering them together to battle, the number of whom is as the sand of the sea." But, alas,' said de la Cour, turning away from his peculiar gallery, 'that was all in the Golden Age.’ He returned to his position against his desk and sighed. ‘As Archimedes said, perhaps to his wife: “give me a lever big enough and I’ll move the earth for you.” You know, my worker bees up on Foulness Island, on the back of an envelope in the canteen, they will actually calculate the exact length required to lever the earth? That’s their idea of leisure! You see what I’m up against?’

De la Cour reached behind and picked up his nutcracker. ‘What I wouldn't give for some simple iron and shot. But, these days, needs must we act faster!’ he said. ‘The government is compelled to be more deliberate. The gamekeeper has turned poacher, as it were. We can’t just pop a physics-package in the first-class post!'


'Aeronautics! New-fangled communicadoes. Vulgar modern HQs, all concrete, steel and glass right down to the lavatory brushes – they seem confident enough about their future, but one wonders what kind of future it will be for the rest of us. You follow?'

'I'm not sure that I do, sir.'

'They seem determined to put the Industrial Revolution in their shade, but if you ask me, they’re more likely to deposit us all back in the Dark Ages. So many lessons not learned from the first time around. Combustion is essentially a myth, yet people persist in believing that when a thing burns it disappears!’ He reached behind for a nut and waved it in the air to suggest something evaporating. ‘But when a thing is burned it becomes compounded with elements in the air, hmm? A lump of coal, once burned, is heavier than before, did you know that?’

‘Sir –’

‘– How much more, then, with fission, has combustion become a complete misapprehension? When uranium is simply shuffled along the periodic table a bit? Uranium, neptunium, plutonium. Transmutation. All that energy! Finally alchemy really genuinely works and we should all be living like kings, really. Instead we make a plutonium bomb! It’s like cracking somebody's skull with the Venus de ‒ BOLLOCKS!’

De la Cour groaned as the remains of a musket ball crumbled from the nutcracker in his hand.



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