I'm trying to remember everything.
what I saw...
what I heard...
what I smelt...
my memories come and go…
...in waves
when they come, they feel
painful and uncomfortable
when they fade, I feel
relief...freedom...clarity
what I remember
what I saw,
What I heard,
What I smelt,
All I remember is her
right now
I need to write
it down…
the parts I remember.
An account
of what went before.
